I know its been awhile

But I’ve been in that place.  That dark scary can’t think, can’t sleep, sleep too much, don’t eat, eat too much, don’t talk, won’t look at my husband, don’t look at anyone, get back to flat as soon as possible, don’t speak, don’t think place.

Until yesterday I hadn’t left my flat since the Friday before.  I haven’t been to work.  I’ve been no where.  I only left yesterday to get chocolate and smokes.

That place is bad.  I am still half there, but can feel myself leaving it, slowly.

Lesson learned?  Don’t decrease your meds when you are feeling well.  You are feeling well because of your meds.  So keep it at 100g.  Don’t be stupid, just do it.

Me and Nike, we’re likethis.

Posted in daily, Mental Illness.

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